I know her since 2 yrs ago. I still remember that time she sent this msg,are u thinking of "pak toh” before? Then,I just took this opportunity to propose her by wrote that I like u and will u accept me to become ur bf... then she accepted. This is the happiest day of my life. YET . On that nite,we started our couple 'contract' on 14.4.09 (what a ‘4’ sei day) from that day, we keep on sms or chat 24/7. I will top up for her when her hp expired date so we can keep in touch .. Sometimes I waited for her msg like 10-15 mins..or even no reply cause she fell asleep d =D so cute. (thats not the problem cause I know she busy) One day,I planned to make a surprise by bought bitter chocolate(her favourite choco.) to her then meet her at tuition place. I waited her almost 40 mins and just hope that this plan will work. Tik Tok Tik Tok...Finally,I saw her xD I tried to cover myself then walked behind her. Boo! She surprise xD Yesssh.. After that, company her walked till near where she live. That nite,she sent msg (like essay cause too darn long) that decided to broke up with me cause she still think of her ex-bf that she liked 2 yrs ago.
Some words she wrote really hurt me -_- She wrote like this…
1)You don’t have the key to open the door(her heart) but he(his ex) already had the keys but I still waiting n begging to enter. (I like LOL? Why do I need to beg? -_-‘ I guess she watch too many drama d)
2)When I met with u,I just felt like casual. (Walao… NVM)
I just like blank for ah while and tried to console her but everything just useless but at least I tried d . That time I still can jokes wrote “is it because that chocolate I bought too bitter”? =D I really cant sleep on that day but what can I do? Luckily I have friends that always support me.. THX =)
Below is from her blog..sorry cause I took without your permission. So check it out...
I though my result can prove it.if i want to "pak toh".
I will also not forgot about my study.
haiz..
today,I ate a piece of chocolate that given by a guy.
A very caring guy.
I trusted him.
He always gave me the support.
He treated me so good.
But I hurt him so much.
I told him that I will be serious with him.
Yah.
I really tried to.
But finally I just can't get out from the guy I liked almost 2 years.
I don't want to dump him.
But I force to do that.
cos I already did the 3rd mistake.
Even if we have hold hands.My heart is still not with him.
after we broke up,He still talked to me.I knew his feeling.
Is missing.
Missing.
Is the power that can let human's tears out without reasons.
And I hurt him again.
I don't want let him to put a hope on me.
I really felt guilty.
Untill now,The guy that I liked almost 2 years.
has a gf.
I saw he is really happy with her.
I'm happy too.
finally he found someone that he loves and that girl also loves him.
that's really not easy.
Not east to like a person.
And few weeks ago,I met a guy.his style,his birthday,his characters..totally similiar with him.I was so shock.A second HIM!and I really make myself to in love with this guy.I know I'm crazy.the only 2 guys I ever like have the same birthday.age,years,month,date..totally same.I really wanted to take this chance.Cos I have missed the chance 2 years ago.but there's still a girl who is waiting for him.I don't want to fight with her.She's nice.But somehow.I attracted to this guy.so all is depending on fate.I trust god.
I tried force myself to stop chat with her but still.. I sent msg just want nicely chat with her but no reply.Tried..Tried..Tried..Finally on msn she wrote that I want u to hate me. -____- then my last words to her “I just hope that u know what is call “KARMA”.
In the end,I guess she just played my feeling like a puppet.
I wrote all about this not for revenge or whatsoever to her but just to share with u guys...
I very appreciate if u guys leave a comments. THX =)
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